Torn between the heart and mind
Saturday, 8 November 2008
Bellatrix Black
Year 4 - End of November
It is finish. I will be back at Hogwarts by Christmas.Her heart skip a beat as she took another look at the crumbled paper. You better be! It's been way too long.
Her mind wondered off as she ponder about the period of his absence in her life, although they still wrote to each other. He probably wouldn't feel the same about her. She wouldn't know. It's hard to know what Jack feels. But still, with all the letters he's sent her, they might have something... she thought. A connection, she let herself believe it is- just a connection and nothing more than that.
The feelings for him, she would never admit. Not in this lifetime.
Cissy's bright blue eyes rested on Bella's sudden frown. Breakfast was in front of them but Bella wasn't eating. She lost a lot of weight recently and it is becoming something really obvious that just anyone who cared would get worried about. Sitting next to her elder sister, Cissy leaned back. She was curious to see what was written on the paper. She knew there were a handful of those back in her sister's room but failed to get a hold of any of it.
Bella frowned as her mother's voice lingered in her mind. For the sake of the Pure Blood's nobility, this must and will be carried out not long after you graduate. The Lestrange family had proposed, you will wed one of their son. She protested but understood where her mother was coming from. She did not have a choice- it was expected of her, she knew. Another thing she knew was- either of the Lestrange brothers would still be second best to her.
Jack- Bella suspected from the beginning, isn't a pure-blood, well, even if he is, mother would never approve. She wondered about the mysterious Persian, pure blood or not and his past... not as if it'd make any difference.
Torn between the heart, her passion and mind, her responsibilities.
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