Cold hands
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
I'm so tired of crying everyday, lately and it feels like I've no energy left to do anything else. It's like I'd hold Nemo and stare at it for a long long time, in deep thoughts, thinking of past, present and future. Feels cold, disappointed, afraid, unhappy, pressured and hopeful at the same time. I've not been feeling well lately. Am sick, having cough and flu - as usual.
Time is really passing by slowly. Too slow. Really.
Time is really passing by slowly. Too slow. Really.
I wanna go home now, back to KL.
I wanna see daddy, mummy, Sharon and Adrian that's going to wait for me at the air port.
I wanna see my 2 stupid dogs, Buddy and Candy.
I wanna meet my grandparents coz I miss them and my grandma's cooking.
I wanna eat Bak Kut Teh and Yong Tau Fu.
I wanna go back to my room and sleep on my small single size bed that I used to complain about.
I wanna hang out and catch up with Ashvini, Jon, Amos, Adrian, Sheng Wai, Vincent, John-Aiden and all my friends.
I just wanna go back home.
Feeling so tired, so so tired.
Follow your heart, but listen to your mind.
But what happens when you are torn apart between one and the other?
Take and give, take and give, you can't have everything in life...
posted @ 12:43,
