Anyway, today - I woke up with a sms from my coll mate informing that the class had been canceled (updated with another sms just now that my class tomorrow is also canceled. yippie!!!), so I end up sleeping until noon till mom woke me up to go out and have our lunch.

We went to Jusco Cheras Selatan and I was tempted to get a pair of heels and flats at a super cheap price after discount but I decided not to get them at the end.

End up coming home at about 3pm...

I decided to go have a lil 'ME TIME' at the AD Park...
Things that I brought along with me:

• a packet of snack
• my samsung mp3
• handphone
• house keys
• purse
  
• HerWorld mag
  

It feels so good, walking at the park alone... it was very windy there were only 5 people in there (which includes me and 2 OBVIOUS COUPLES and excludes the guard that rides his bike around the park to keep an eye so that nothing 'funny' happens there)

I've never seen the park THIS empty, I could sing out loud and no one could hear them... decide when to walk and where to sit and then walk again...

It's been quite some time since I've actually spend HAPPY 'me time'. I guess my life really did start at 20 to a certain extend. Now, I know what I want, I know my plans for the future. I used to live aimlessly, day by day, looking at things very short term-ed. I've changed now. A 'big' brief example would be: For the past years, I've been caught up with the 'in and out' of relationships that did not last long. Then finally after the last one, it's like I've lost all hope on anything that has gotta do with the name of love. My so call 'love' (or that's what I call it at that time) left me destruct with the thought of love being overrated. Somehow I lost the trust and faith in what I though was 'love'. Thinking back, I realized that 'love' wasn't really involved in my past relationships. Everything was just so...sour. Okay, enough said about the past. So, it's been about a year I've been involved in my 'mourning' season of being out of a relationship. Although the season is over now, the feeling of regret still disturbs me once in a while, at least I am a happy single now.

At 20, I sat at the swing thinking of my life ahead with a smile on my face.

And I did not know spending 'me time' would make me happy until today. I've always been the kind of person that's quite attached to people around me. Certain people.


Anyway, after walking the whole park, I went and chilled at the mamak nearby to read my mag. For the FIRST time, I actually finish the magazine. *beams* I usually faithfully buy them every month but never finish them.

Hmm... still cannot believe that the coconut juice cost RM4 -.- that's the most expensive coconut I've ever drank.