You Have FAILED, Please Die.
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
There are times when I fill so low... I feel like I wanna dig a hole, jump inside and stay there. Or drown myself in the ocean. Or... or maybe run into the Bermuda Triangle and disappear into thin air.
The biggest disappointment in life is not when others disappoint you; but it's when you disappoint yourself.And it seems like I've proven to be very good at disappoint myself again and again.
Lately, I've been losing focus on what I'm suppose to be doing. As though, I've pushed the 'auto pilot' button in my life's control panel.
Knowing what went wrong, my weaknesses and faults just ain't enough. I'm frustrated. It's times like these when I feel the need to lock myself in the room, just off my phone, appear offline on MSN, just so that people would leave me alone.
Or maybe a simple walk at AD park would help.
Why does something bad need to happen first before I decide to change? Why do I have to fall first before I learn my lesson. Why do I even need to pay the price to learn something that I've already knew? Why?
I need to set my priority right.
I need to change.
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